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I told myself Irsquod close that door but Irsquom right back here again Irsquom not always right but I ainrsquot got time for what went wrong A thousand miles from anywhere I look in the rear view I was talking to you before the madness and sadness I told myself Irsquod close that door but Irsquom right back here again Irsquom not always right but I donrsquot have time for what went wrong where I end up I donrsquot really care A thousand miles from anywhere May not be online very much spending time with friends and family as my medical conditions have worsenedThought it would be easy easy to forget me forget the memories When Irsquom gone Irsquom never really gone you think your moving onhellipEvery night that goes by with every lonely tear I cry Will your arms still hold me and your eyes console me Just pretend your heart still needs me and yoursquore soul completes me and we find a way to fall in love againI have always loved you therersquos never been anyone else I knew you before I knew myself Since we kissed the first time since we slept on the beach You were to close for comfort you were too far out of reach I should of held you Would you have stayed for me to tell you to hear me say I have always loved years go by in a matter of days Though we go our separate ways I never stop dreaming of you I have always loved you When you call it makes me cry every day if we could try to live it all again I would never let it end I would still be with you Oh god I miss you I have always loved youhellip I knew you before I knew myself The years go by in a matter of dayshellip I never stop dreaming of you I have always loved youYou filled the air with promises Life never asks you what it wants If I never see your face If wings take me away from you And tomorrow never happens If the world comes tumbling down and crumbles around us So desperate from the truth Know that I have loved you Donrsquot think Irsquoll write another letter or watch another pink sunset I take a walk along the blue seaside at night How will I wipe the tears from my eyes If wings take me away from you and tomorrow never happens baby If the world comes crumbling downhellip so desperate for the truth know that I have loved youPlain for me to see I can feel now in your eyes the changing way you look at me Will your arms still hold me and your eyes still console me Tell me your heart still needs me and your soul still needs me and we find a way to fall in love again Itrsquos hard for you when your heart has opened up to feelings that you never knew Irsquod give anything my heart my soul to pull you through Will your arms still hold me and your eyes console me Your heart still needs me and your souls completes me Almost every night goes by with every lonely tear I cry Itrsquos so clear to me that I need you by my side Baby please donrsquot turn your back and just pretend We will find a way to fall in love againhellipAnother story and I have read the book I know the game with just one look I told you the scenario and made it so clear Which part of no donrsquot you want to hear I made a vow donrsquot want to break it Irsquoll never come back because I donrsquot get down like that Tried to call think Irsquom getting kinda tired of you Same old lies Donrsquot you know how to take it I made a vow Irsquoll never break it Itrsquos a matter of fact I donrsquot get down like that What your all about there could be no doubt Donrsquot waste your time as you walk away I canrsquot get enough I canrsquot take it anymore right now Irsquom torn I always wanna run away then I run until I drown Irsquom contagious baby I set the rain on fire I wanna stay I wanna walk out the door right now Irsquom torn I canrsquot take anymore All my dreams have come to nothing Irsquom one for sorrow and itrsquos too too bad I wanted your love but I got uncertainty The places that we knew remind me of how we were Everything is just the same and all I feel is hurt Do you ever think of me and how it used to be Are you breaking someone elsersquos heart because you have taken my love where you are When Irsquom one for sorrow ainrsquot it too too bad about usLike Irsquove been wandering the desert for a thousand days Irsquom missing you so much canrsquot help that Irsquom in love A day without you is like a year without rain The stars are burning The ground is crumbling underneath my feet There is going to be a monsoon when you get back to me A day without you is like a year without rain So let this drought come to an end and make this desert flower again Irsquom so glad you found me now stick around meBeen there done that messed around Irsquom having fun donrsquot put me down I wonrsquot let you sweep me off my feet Burning bridges shore to shore This time baby Irsquoll be bulletproof I wonrsquot let you turn around Irsquom much to proud to walk away when itrsquos dead Your time is running out All you do is fill me with doubt This time baby Irsquoll be bullet proofItrsquos hard to be whatrsquos best for you I only want the best for you and if Irsquom not the best for you then your stuck Your pouring salt on my cuts I just ran out of band aids I donrsquot know where to start you can bandage the damage but you can never really fix a heart I must of held your hand so tight I guess you didnrsquot have the will to fight I donrsquot know where to start you can bandage the damage but you never really can fix a heart You must be a miracle worker swearing up and down you can fix what is broken Please donrsquot get my hopes up Baby please tell me how could you be so cruel Itrsquos like your pouring salt on my cuts I just ran out of bandaids you never really can fix a heart You can bandage the damage You never really can fix a heart Thanks to all our local guys out there with 3D printers that have been making gear and protective shields for us at the hospital It is my pleasure to serve the community and I hope to see you and your families in better days ahead